INTRODUCTION:
It is extremely important for health and wellness professionals to
develop psychologically, spiritually and physically. This is mainly because the
health and wellness field focuses on the individual as a "whole"
person, which focuses on these three aspects, as well as the
"worldly" aspect. People look at health and wellness professionals
and expect them to "have it all together" in their own lives so that
they can better teach others to get it together, too. Also, if people are at
their own personal optimal health, they can better serve others to reach their
highest potential in this area. The areas that I need to develop are mostly
physical. I really want to look into some oxygen therapy and ozone therapy for
the tumor in my leg. Psychologically and spiritually I feel that I am where I
need to be. Physically, I just want to get rid of this tumor. I do a body detox
about 3 or 4 times a year. I haven't done any in the past year, though, and I
can tell by the way my body feels that I am overdue. I am also looking into doing
a Chelation (heavy metal) detox, which I have never done before. That was also
suggested to me for my tumor.
ASSESSMENT:
I feel that there is always room for improvement, even for the
most psychologically, spiritually, and physically sound. Having said that, I
know that I said I feel that I am where I need to be, spiritually and
psychologically, and I DO feel that way. I know, though, that I could always
find ways to improve my health in that area. The one thing that is constant in
this life is change. We can not grow if things do not change. Therefore, change
is good. Spiritually, I would give myself a 9 on a scale of 1-10.
Psychologically, I would give myself an 8 and physically, I would give myself a
6. I would give myself a 6, physically because of the tumor in my leg. I take
care of myself, for the most part. I don't smoke, drink, do any drugs (legal OR
illegal), and I am not promiscuous. I am very clean and a bit of a
"germaphobe". I am a very positive and up-beat person. I am 5'2 and
weigh 214 pounds. The tumor in my leg, however, has been estimated (due to MRI
scans) at about 45 pounds. So, this is no small tumor. I have had five
surgeries and am trying to approach it purely holistically now, because I am
sick of being poked, prodded, and cut. Other than that, my health is good. I
COULD get a little more exercise, and I plan on implementing more of that into
my daily routine.
GOAL
DEVELOPMENT:
Spiritually I am very strong. There are times, though they are few
and far between, that I have to catch myself getting upset about things that
are not worth it. My goal, spiritually, would be to reach a level that I am
able to totally stop this before it starts and not have anything to "catch". Psychologically, I would like to have a
better MEMORY! If I knew everything that I know when I should know it, I would
be dangerous! For example, I was riding
down the road with a friend the other day, and I was telling her something and
MID-SENTENCE, (I swear this is
true) I looked at her and said "What was I just saying?" In
MID-SENTENCE! What I was talking about VANISHED from my head in mid-sentence.
It came back to me a minute later but that is SO frustrating! Physically, I
want to get rid of this tumor. It is very costly, though, as insurance won't
pay for it because none of the methods are approved by the FDA. (Of course, as
we well know, that doesn't mean the methods don't work!) That's frustrating
too.
PRACTICES FOR
PERSONAL HEALTH:
Physically, I can get more aerobic and anaerobic exercise. My
boyfriend is all about the gym and, when he moves down here with me, I will
have him to motivate me to fit time in my day for exercise. I know that sounds
horrible and I should be able to motivate myself. In many situations I CAN
motivate myself, but for some reason I have never been a self-motivator where
exercise is concerned. The second thing that I can do, physically, is get more
REST. I should not go to bed so late when I know that I have to get up early.
Much of the reason that I can't rest, though, is because of the tumor. I toss and
turn throughout the night and NEVER sleep more than 30 to 45 minutes without
waking up. Then, it could take me as long as an hour to go back to sleep,
depending on how "awake" I become. Psychologically, I have already
learned to pick my battles. Sometimes, though, I find myself distracted by
things that really don't matter, in the bigger scheme of things. I would like
to not get distracted so much. Also, as I mentioned earlier, I would love to
have better memory. I am thinking of taking something, maybe Gingko, to help
with that. Also, I play brain-training games sometimes and do crossword
puzzles. Those are said to be a big help with memory. Spiritually, I would like
to be able to reach my highest potential. I want to be able to meditate more
easily. I also want to have more time to use the visualization techniques that
I have learned.
COMMITMENT:
To assess my progress, or lack thereof, over the next six months
will take conscious effort on my part. Also, I have a 10 year old son who won't
let me get away with anything if I tell him to get on me when I am not doing a
certain thing that I am supposed to be doing. Kids love the chance to reprimand
their parents, so I definitely have support there. I will also tell others what I am doing and
make myself accountable to them. They will most likely ask me on a daily basis
what I did to work towards my goals. Me being the honest person that I am, I
will tell on myself if I don't do what I am supposed to. That will motivate me
to stick with the program because I don't like being lectured.
Hello Amanda!
ReplyDeleteI am sorry to hear of the tumor in your leg and the effect it has on your life. When trying to fit physical activity into one’s life it helps to find something you enjoy doing and in turn it can be motivation in itself; for me I like to run! I hope your reach your goals!
Michelle
Amanda,
ReplyDeleteI am sorry for the tumor in your leg, it really must be so frustrating to have somthing that big invading your life like that. But, I am proud of the efforts you are utilizing in order to make somthing heal on your own terms. I cannot imagine what it must be like to never get my exercises in, hopefully whatever you are doing works for your leg and you can get back to nature and enjoy life. Good luck to you Amanda I wish you nothing but the best!
Sara
Hi amanda,
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear of your health issue. It's nice to know it hasn't killed your spirit. I find it extremely easy to believe you forgot what you were saying mid-sentence. I've been doing it for years, I've now gotten to where I'm driving and completely forget where I'm going. I chock it up to stress. Maybe you can involve your ten year old in an exercise plan with you, it definitely sounds like he would hold you accountable for any slacking off. Good luck with your goals and I hope the holistic route gives you some relief from the tumor.
Elaine :)
Hello Amanda,
ReplyDeleteI am claiming a Divine Healing for you and happy to know that your Spirit is stronger than any physical challenges you are experiencing. Health of soul furnishes the fundamental life-giving state that produces physical soundness. The healthy soul radiates its thought force to the physical body. Thought is the electric connection between mind and matter, providing the means of contact with the soul, or source of power. Thought adjusting itself to the perfect vibration of infinite life results in health. We have learned a lot in this class that has excel us towards the tools and knowledge of Integral Health. Stay Bless and you have such a wonderful blog.